28.10.2024 Writing to go outside

i feel the need to write, but what? Maybe it is not so much about writing but about interacting, making a connection to the outside, co-creating and taking a line of flight. This has become a common impulse during my periods of solitude. i wish to share the currents of my current becoming (with what/who?). But it doesn’t feel like i can, so i write to approximate. And at the same time i ‘approximate’, i go beyond. That is the reality, difference engenders different difference. So much nondescript cognitive energy in my body currently. It makes me ask where? Not where does it come from, but where to go with it? i’m ‘missing’ deltas to flow towards-through. But maybe that’s what i need for a bit.